English I Tutorial Group 7: Just a little ranting

Relationship is an absurdly amazing thing.When you tend to grasp on it too tightly,you tend to lose it,when you think that you have made all the possible efforts to keep it with you,you tend to carelessly let it slip away.

Here,in a brand new place with a lot of passerby,whom would possibly become your best friends ,whom would turn out to be your soul mates,it all begins just by throwing a mirthless smile at each other,amazing right?This is how I found my life to be different here.Previously,I am not that kind of person who will make the approach to get to know others and slowly I found it hard to get things work here with my so called introvert personality.

Frankly,I never thought of pursuing my tertiary education here,like never.Initially,I had an artistic dream where students the world over are at risk, art and music transform their lives.I love symmetry,bright lights a lot.Thus,making the decision to pursue this engineering course is never a choice.Yeah,reality killed the dream I guess,I may sounds pathetic for not jolting myself in chasing my dream,but the passion eventually faded away when I became discouraged by all the naysayers.So here I am,as an engineering student here with a more sensible dream :) Things was hard at the beginning when you felt that everything seemed to lapse into obscurity,and I doubt myself a lot.Sometimes,you just wish you could banish them and to be ignorant forever as they seemed to thrive and overcome you most of the times and it was really depressing.

How did I get motivated?I guess love from the family fueled my determination.I told myself I would somehow be amazed and inspired by the beautiful wonders of engineering someday,I will be awed by it in a way that I will no longer be skeptical of what it is confined to,which is plain dull solid squared structures,that engineering and art are perfectly complementary to one another,that both are brilliant and intimidating in a darn unique way.So this is how I get motivated :)